After desert (5)

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[肉身菩薩，夜晚渡眾生]

我常常會想起那些以肉身和笑容拯救我的人，
以及那些不願意的人，
願意不願意都沒有錯，

只是我明白我需要被超渡，
雖然和妳接觸的是我的手，
我的舌，
我的陰莖，

但是唯一需要被取悅的，
卻是我的大腦。



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After Desert (4)

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I watch "Blood Diamond" this afternoon.
after above two hours
I only remember Danny said :
"That diamond is my ticket out of this God foresaken continent."

Everyone look for saving
buy lottery
buy a gril for shotting
look for your son to be a doctor
enter good college
get a master degree
interview a good job

but only a few lucky guy can leave fucking life
get up at 7:00 tired
sat ready in the office at 8:00
wating for the salary every month

so many sexy girl and wonderful car in this city
you cannot understand after dark coming
where is those beautiful ?
Who can insert her and shooting inside

Working over 12 hours everyday
Leaving office.......
lonely night and hand job yourself only

"Where is my ticket out of this God foresaken HsinChu??"



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After desert (3)

It is hard for me to sit b4 computer too long,
So I offen walk out of the building to take a smoke break !

The counter girl is the beautiful girl in this design house,

This afternoon she called me :" Tyler, here is your letter !!"
So surprised !! She remember me, a "宅男".


Of course ! I asked why she know me
"For work lo~" her smile is so sweet........
and ask her name !

PM 8:00 I leaved office
I try to recall her name,
but I cannot get anything, blank only .........

a engineer's working attitude lose a young counter girl so much ....
Not only the working attitude but I love her face so much.

Only about 5 hours, I forget a beautiful name ......

What a fucking reality.




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沙漠的背後 (2)

I asked a beautiful girl
"Could u enjoy a lunch with me ?"

"Sure" She answerd very quickly
"But do u have a car ??"

I feel pain and my useless,
I am a man near 30 years old,
worked in the Hsin-Chu Science Park.
my namecard is a engineer in a design house.

Certainly, I should have a car,
to take a lady to eat lunch.
and back to the office about 13:00,
eat something, touch each other,
Or ....................

Something we both expected,
Although the girl said:
"motorcycle is ok, too"

I still feel pain and lonesome,

Today, a girl take me to NCTU by her car,
she wanna to sing up NCTU master exam,
and I am a guide.........
cannot hold the wheel.

沙漠的背後 (1)

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夫纖嗇筋力，治生之正道也，而富者必用奇勝。
田農，掘業，而秦揚以蓋一州。 掘塚，奸事也，而田叔以起。
博戲，惡業也，而桓發用富。 行賈，丈夫賤行也，而雍樂成以饒。
販脂，辱處也，而雍伯千金。 賣漿，小業也，而張氏千萬。
灑削，薄技也，而郅氏鼎食。 胃脯，簡微耳，濁氏連騎。
馬醫，淺方，張里擊鍾。
此皆誠壹之所致。

史記 貨殖列傳

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一座島嶼的可能性(25)

學醫三年，天下無不可治之病;
行醫三年，天下無可用之方。

書上講的東西都很容易，
(或者可以改成別人說的)
一旦要你實作，還真是他媽的無能為力，

傷寒表不解，心下有水氣，小青龍湯主之......

我背過幾百次，不過我實在找不到心下有水氣，
也不會有人的主訴是這樣，

乾嘔發熱而欬，
或渴、
或利、
或噎、
或小便不利，
少腹滿，
或喘者。

渇喜冷飲還是熱飲 ?
利，是下利清榖還是裡急後重??
噎，打咯嗎 ??

小便不利，是最近跟男友幹太多，
蜜月型尿道炎嗎?
那我該用五淋來是八正還是琥珀?

少腹滿或喘，
是水氣飲積嗎 ??

還是要建議患者買台跑步機????

我不懂 !!!!

一座島嶼的可能性 (24)

I buy a F31fd to my gf,
Although it is not equal to 1/3 her giving,
I still try anyway to do something feedback,

To leave Unimicron and go to ntc,
Weather it is a stupid decision or not ?
It is the only way I can walk now .....

Fucking long working time above 12 HR a day

When I still young,
I think just only TSMC and MTK will be so tired
but now, I have to pay for my everything
I find every Job spend long long time...........

go to office for a little money,
go home for a little sleep, which never enough

Fuck .......